Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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9:54 pm
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usually by this time of the year i'm stoked for christmas.
i'm not. at all.
i think it's because there isn't any snow and it's like 70 degrees outside. it's spring?
does anyone want to hang out with me on thanksgiving, or am i doomed to be stuck at my house alone, working on my art history term paper?
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Friday, October 29th, 2004
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12:43 pm
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so it's noon on friday... come home from peet's to get my computer to go work in the library at school. walk in the front door of my house and the foyer reeks of pot. i seriously fucking choked. just gives me more reason to despise diane. so here's my thought.....
can i blackmail my landlord for cheaper rent if i threaten to turn her in for illegal drug use? ha.
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Thursday, October 21st, 2004
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11:16 pm
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this week, i think, has sucked for almost everyone i know.. including myself.
i can't find my new explosion cd.
:(
current mood: cranky
current music: the anniversaryyyy
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Sunday, October 17th, 2004
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9:47 pm
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i have my first college midterm tomorrow at nine thirty in the morning and i am freaking out. ashdfaasdfijlj. !!!!!
i want one of these for christmas :
current mood: awake
current music: the walkmen
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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
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4:21 pm
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CONVERGE IS SOLD OUT?! BAHHHHHH. if anyone has or knows of someone that has a ticket they would like to sell me, please let me know! i saw them the first day of december in 2001 in colorado with american nightmare, and i had absolutely NO PROBLEM just showing up and getting in. i miss not having to buy tickets wayyyyy in advance! i want to just show up and pay at the dooooor. i'm sad.
i hate this weather. it's too hot. disgusting.
i have way too much homework to do tonight and i'm running off of maybe nine hours of sleep total for the past three days.
p.s. i want this to be over soon. yep. it definitely should be.
current mood: sleepy
current music: sigur ros
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Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
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7:35 pm
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life is hard, right?
WRONGLIFEISEASYYOUSUCKKKKK!!!
school is kicking my ass.
i don't like working in 3D. or maybe i don't like my instructor. she kind of looks like skeletor.
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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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7:05 pm
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please cut my throat out. it hurts sooo bad. my ears are killing me, too. i have tons of homework to do tonight so i can see morrissey tomorrow, but all i want to do right now is sleep. and i have no one to take care of me. i drove to walgreens at around three in the morning, searching for some cough syrup and there were lots of scary ghetto people. i have to go write a paper, spend three hours on a contour drawing, and read about 95 pages of art history. :(
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Monday, September 13th, 2004
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8:21 pm
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dear damian of the explosion,
please be my boyfriend. i'll do your laundry.
love, mandy.
current music: the explosion . black tape
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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3:43 pm
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so i should still be at school right now... until six actually. but i passed out during my visual dynamics class in the woodshop room. i was perfectly fine and suddenly i was hot and everything was blurry and dark, i couldn't stand up and i couldn't hear anything. apparently someone caught me from falling on the floor or into a saw. i remember waking up back in the classroom. a big black man from the security office named james took me home.
i don't know what the fuck happened.
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Sunday, September 5th, 2004
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8:08 pm
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dear california,
why are you killing me with this heat? i want to be here. .. . .
current music: rocky votolato
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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
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11:28 pm
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i start school next week. colllllegggeee is scary. but i am so EXCITED! and i'm feeling oh so much better.
january may hold enormous changes...
current music: pleasure forever
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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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3:22 pm
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it's always the same, week after week. everything just keeps repeating. i need some fucking purpose in my life... what i once thought was some sort of important part of me just isn't turning out to be so. i am hoping that school may resolve some of this uncertainty. i work much better with order and routine. i'm homesick for a place that doesn't even exist. if i wasn't there, i wouldn't know any better. i don't want to end up as the old lady that dies alone with a billion cats that start eating her face until someone finds her decaying corpse. i wish i could just turn off my brain and stop worrying about every damn thing just for one day. i'm venting in this stupid fucking livejournal, but i have no one to talk to right now. so blahhh. i'm gonna go find someone to punch.
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Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
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8:42 pm - i thought i deleted this.. .
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i think i have the flu. blahhh. coughcough.puke. if i'm checked into the hospital with 105 temperature, i'm blaming west nile.
i am excited for school to start, but really nervous. i hope i meet some incredible people.
time to go back to sleeeep since i'm feeling ill.
current music: arab strap
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
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10:20 pm - ohmygod.ihatemyselfforthis!
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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. Do you consider me a good friend?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Would you make a move on me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?
and apparently i cause five billion dollar phone bills. eeek.
current music: chicks on speed
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